The scent of blood
worked like a sensual beacon as Daniel
moved through semi darkness. Hulking snow banks cast turquoise shadows. Wind
in the alleyway whipped the swirling snow into a vortex that sucked him
forward, and like some wintry telescope it took him toward its end - an
exploding kaleidoscope pane that was Christmas bustle in Yonge Square.
He halted at the alley mouth and
reeled momentarily from the glare. His frozen ears were tuned out, but here
the sight of spinning red emergency lights cued him and he listened. The
sound of the sirens rose to a high wail - a mournful announcement of death
in the cold. Rescue workers and caped police raced over slippery concrete
toward a mangled auto that had just fused itself to a metal rail at the
street side of the square's huge Christmas tree. Flames rose on the tinseled
pine, blood and battered bodies littered the long salted walkway; it was
clear that the driver had somehow jumped a barrier at high speed and cut
down pedestrians.
Daniel saw a patchwork crowd
forming, a fat man in tears, a woman screaming, but he wasn't sickened or
sympathetic. Instead the odors of fresh blood reddened his cheeks and rose
in his nostrils again. It uplifted him like a song - a superb symphony of
departed life, detached and melodic. Yet this time it wasn't his song. He
didn't feed on the dead or particularly enjoy the sight of corpses. There
really was nothing for him here, so he put his hands on his hips and
snorted. Then he spun left. Dark shadows formed in the streaks of blowing
snow and something grotesque and winged raced up the night to a rooftop.
Icy wind raced over the wall as he
looked over the city. A glow of yellow blue filtered through the millions of
snowflakes from buildings falling away to the horizon. This was a cold and
lonely view, and it left him feeling strange and exiled. He found himself
briefly longing for yesterday then a glow of red rising from below reminded
his sharpened senses of blood thirst and today.
Snow rushed in putting false tears
in his eyes and through the melting glimmer he saw frightening symbols of
Christmas . . . the silver and gold, and the evergreen . . . tiny angels, a
star rising and the painful cross. Bright colored bulbs swirled in memory
and more than any other hue he saw red; radiant on friendly faces,
decorations, plants and reindeer images. Red that dripped like beautiful
blood to the knees of children from the suits of a thousand rogue Santas.
This was a city of blood and anyone
who could direct its flow had a greater gift. Red could be any gift, and it
could be memories of how things used to be. Daniel's eyes glowed with that
peculiar crimson of the past and a sudden tint lit the snowflakes, so that
across the city people suddenly looked twice, thinking that the wind was
blowing with ruby tinsel instead of snow.
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Daniel soared in the eye of night
then stepped out on a dim street. The wind was blowing hard and only a few
of the many streetlights were lit. The central city towered beyond the snowy
rooftops of this empty neighbourhood. It cast a haze of bluish light across
the sky and out of it came white as the gusts swept snow off of the rooftops
and sent it down in billowing clouds.
He wrapped his scarf up over his
chin and walked slowly past the boarded buildings. His heels seemed to click
in time with the high roaring sound of the storm racing in the distant
scrapers. The streets were open; windswept clean with huge snow banks piled
on junked autos, building facades and doorways.
The house he used to inhabit stood
by a crumbling variety store. Daniel halted and looked up at the boarded
bedroom windows. It didn't seem like home any more, but like the loneliest
place in the world. Its spirit had departed long ago so that nothing of its
past remained.
He knocked crusted snow from his
cheeks as he turned from the stinging wind; ahead warm Christmas lights
illumined the windows of his old watering hole. He could barely see through
the steamed and frosted windows, but he did hear music. And it was the same
music that used to play thirty years ago, when he was younger and untouched.
Beyond the glass people were conversing, laughing and dancing as they
partied; and though they were only silhouettes he knew all of them.
Daniel walked in boldly but was
almost unseen, and suddenly he found himself under the mistletoe with his
old flame, Linda. She had stars in her eyes like some new Christmas
decoration. Yet she was much more than porcelain, her skin being just as
pale but with the luminosity of youth that sends life beyond any of its
imitations.
Daniel kissed her there and he
danced with her as the band played rock tunes and covers of carols. They
drank rum and if he could see nothing in the mirror behind the bar perhaps
it was because of the steam.
It all became happiness and the
subterranean warmth of yesterday. Later they joined old friends at a table
and they laughed and talked in slurred voices about the simple things of the
waterfront neighbourhood they used to know.
By one o'clock they'd partied and
drank too much. Linda felt hot; perhaps feverish, so they put on their coats
and stepped out into the cold blast of night. He put an arm around her as
they looked down the frozen streets and saw the last small ghosts of
yesteryear. Then she stepped away in the darkness, and he saw her full lips
rise to a smile. Fangs cut at the edges leaving bruised blue flesh.
"Yesterday we drank the wine and now only blood remains," she said as she
faded into the wind and the snow.
A howling gust blew behind him and
he heard the sign knocking above the door. He took a last look over the
snow-laden sill and saw faint light, knife-edge shadows and desolation.
Turning from the frosty window he walked away, and he felt his bones rattle
as the cold cut through his clothes. Something cruel bit at his stomach and
something wicked shrouded the street ahead. Snow and blindness settled as he
shivered and tried to forget.
But he could not do it, and his eyes
flashed with faint fire just before the power swept him over the chimneys to
the sky and the city.
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